Is this what I really wanted?
Is this what I wished for?
If what I have is what I desired
Why do I wish for something else
…or something more?
What I wanted to be mine yesterday
Will I still want it tomorrow?
If what dreams comes true today
Will I have a new dream tomorrow?
Do I really want what I think I want?
Will I be happy if and when I get it?
Or is this a fantasy driven by jealousy
Which will end up in me feeling guilty?
When dreams come true
They do not remain dreams anymore
Reality seems to be so ordinary
And that then makes me wish for more
Greed now rules my soul
And even “Everything” is not enough
My dreams will come true
And when they do, I will have no clue
The grapes will always be sour
Happiness…always beyond reach
_JP_
PS: I will post some of his writings for the mean time. He gave it to me and shows some of his poetries. He doesn’t want to be mentioned so I put his initial name. I wasn’t able to write anything since I’m in a healing process but I will still try to write again as I promised on my previous blog.
Thanks for reading.
Jenny G. ♥
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