Confessions of a lost soul

Is this what I really wanted?

Is this what I wished for?

If what I have is what I desired

Why do I wish for something else

…or something more?

 

What I wanted to be mine yesterday

Will I still want it tomorrow?

If what dreams comes true today

Will I have a new dream tomorrow?

 

Do I really want what I think I want?

Will I be happy if and when I get it?

Or is this a fantasy driven by jealousy

Which will end up in me feeling guilty?

 

When dreams come true

They do not remain dreams anymore

Reality seems to be so ordinary

And that then makes me wish for more

 

Greed now rules my soul

And even “Everything” is not enough

My dreams will come true

And when they do, I will have no clue

The grapes will always be sour

Happiness…always beyond reach

_JP_

PS: I will post some of his writings for the mean time. He gave it to me and shows some of his poetries. He doesn’t want to be mentioned so I put his initial name.  I wasn’t able to write anything since I’m in a healing process but I will still try to write again as I promised on my previous blog.

Thanks for reading.

Jenny G. ♥

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The Last Page

December, thirty-first

All beautiful moments will be kept.

Eleven hours and fifty nine minutes

All bad memories will remain secrets.

For this year, twenty seventeen

Now has come to an end

I am forever thankful,

Forever be grateful,

Despite all the sadness and tears.

Still I had fun, joy and adventures.

“To this year I say goodbye

For next year I see in my eye

A year full of fun, joy and laughter

I will certainly be older, oh dear

So many days to be all mine,

I know for sure the sun will always shine!”

I place myself in a new fresh blank page

Where I can write and save

my stories and memories.

Tokyo, Japan

Year 2017 -My dream vacation is to travel to South Korea or Japan with my two sisters. Not because of its historical stories and events but because I am one of those who’s gone crazy in love with  K-pop Idol’s, K-drama and Anime’s. Since it is expensive to travel both countries in a year we’ve decided to vote if which country should we visit first.

Wounded

A bruise is tender but does not last,

it leaves me as I always was.

Dear,…

Take time to read ‘coz I wrote this for you.